Its just me the green the balcony,
Apologize for apathy
Riddled with these question marks
Testing out my sanity
My only fear is missing out
Theres no place I rather be
Irrational and casual
Fuel for this catastrophe 

I got a lot on my mind can you hear it?
Feel my spirit?
Smoke cant clear it!
lets make one thing clear you should fear it 
You could look into my eyes and youd never come near it

Built ford tough so I assemble these lines
damn Land mines 
Swear they hit home every time
Like sosa with the bat they hit home every time
Like barry with the bat they hit home everytime

Some times im just blind to the signs that remind me that im just a mime with a mind made for rhyming
Focused on whats next im beyond whats behind me.

Thank you kindly

Im out here tryna find me, hidden in these letters n words, I craft these melodies from memories that haven't occured,
But these dreams don't like to wait up, gone soon as I wake up,
So watch me takin action with elaborate verbs

I got my nerves from my father yea he came a long way, from a life with no lights to the US of A
Man My pops the only reason that im livin this way, made a sacrifice and rolled the dice, price ill never repay
My momma is an angel n where I get my heart from
Used to tell me I could be who I want from day 1
said it doesnt matter what you do long as its your best
Every problem got solutions son this life is a test

You ever have these moments that feel real important?

Like its your shot against the clock that96 Jordan
That fear of missing out I feel it in my soul

I Feel it when im cold

Feel it when im bold

Lose it with my bowl

Some things in life I swear are outta my control
These stories of the glory coldest story ever told
One day ill be the topic of the stories that they scroll
Passed by wholly loads of lonely stoners as they roll

Cousin vinny is,
Half man half ego
Do no justice, see no evil
More than meets the eye hidden deep in the cerebral
Start of something new, like the end of the prequel

Only way to lose is to quit,
Lookin for perfection yea I know I aint it
I guess this stressin is a blessin
Finessin is distressin these suggestions of obsession with limited comprehension of the tension of you reachin an age, where you either livin happy or just chasin a wage, if moneys roots are all evil why we tryna get paid? We dont care what people think well who we tryna persuade?

They say the key to longevity is taking a risk
About How long before your legacy just cease to exist
Thats why I put my heart and soul in beats n rhymes
The  only form of art I know that truly trancends time
Cause
In a hundred years a new pair of ears, could hear all my fears, celebrate my victories, understand my tears, marvel at my misery,
This a souviner, from the mind of cousin Vinny, a gift to you so sincere, a story for your ears long after I disappear
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Damn Vinny, followed through this time, you really put this shit together all on your own dime? You really wrote this whole album, every rhyme every line?
Man im really proud of you maybe ill listen sometime
Maybe one day ill actually play the whole thing through, maybe one day ill come to the little shows that you do,
Maybe I can take a sec n help you catch your big break

Hold up! Did yall hear the new Drake!

(Ayy that new Drizzy tho, this shit on repeatt, gotta hurry up and post this shit to my story, get this on my playlistt, 

yo I gotta get everyone on this ASAP, "ay you hear that new drake tho? Shit lit fam! That boy can do no wrong, song of the year right here! SIX GOD, SIX GODDD. 

*sigh* 

All I ask is that you give me a chance, so I can be known as the rapper hella dapper and love my city like chance. theres a lot more where this came from and im tryin my best, but without yall pushin for me this just sits on my chest. 

If you love me half as much as you all do to my face, and you tell a friend who tells a friend who shares on their space, it could be just all I need to make this dream come true, it means everything to me its just a story to you.

I try my best to keep it humble and just smile through it all, but it hurts when all this work barely gets noticed at all. I understand that I 

aint really poppin just yet, but you gotta fly economy before you fly jets.

That being said I aint got no regrets, my only fear was missing out and I put that to rest. Whether you love me or you hate me if you made it this far, just know that im fuckin with you all whoever you are.